a year ago today....

a year ago today, we got pulled over for the very first time.

a year ago today, we cry together over the phone and told each other it would be okay. 

a year ago today, i couldn’t sleep.

a year ago today, you kept coming in and out of my dream, saying goodbye, leaving me, making me cry.

a year ago today, you almost died.

a year ago today, the day my life turned upside down.

a year ago today, i was a wreak.

a year ago today, i couldn’t do anything unless i was near you.

a year ago today, all i wanted was you.

a year ago today, i sat by your bed and did everything in my power not to hold you close and tell you never to leave me again.

a year ago today, i watched you with pain on your face.

a year ago today, i met your mother and felt both our hearts stop for a second.

a year ago today, i almost kissed you.

a year ago today, if things had turned out differently…..

if things had turned out differently, there would be no point in me telling you about a year ago today.