50 Day Challenge Day 50

Something you’ve learned the past 50 days




learned….. That i have an amazing family who loves me….even when i think they might not they do. (10/7) Also that mom’s do A LOT!!! and how on earth my mom put up with me i have no idea :/ That a sick baby should not be on a new diet and away from mom. and that he’s boogers look like mashed up peas and bananas and you can’t tell then apart. (10/7) That friends say that they are always there for you but they aren’t. :P but good friend don’t need to say that they are always there cuz they won’t leave you alone! :)



Learned..... that I when you love someone so much you are willing to do anything for them. even if they don't like nuts in fudge..... I still love them. :D of course they don't like bananas either so that over rules the fact that they don't like nuts. and that sometimes...... when life's to hard to stand, kneel. and that you shouldn't laugh when you are sick and could end up in the hospital at any moment. (10/21-25) and that if your friend is sitting next to your cousin it's never a good thing..... you phone goes off ever other second. (10/21) and that fall is amazing!!





starting on November 1st I learned....

that guys are stupid! (11/6-11/???) and that I hate hormones (11/6-11/20 :P) that jayna is freaking amazing! and that krysta is weird and only sees what see wants to see. that writing is harder then it looks and that keeping on top of a 50 day blog is kind of hard at times :P especially when the internet doesn't want to work.



when guys are stupid and holding stuff back, yes you need a break but at the same time communication is vital! (11/15)





and that sometimes everything has to come to an end.....

50 Day Challenge Day 49

Someone you wish you knew at all
......umm..... call me crazy..... his mother....... :/

50 Day Challenge Day 48

Someone you wish you knew better :/ I don't know. no one. if I really want to know them better I find out. and I don't stop digging until I'm satisfied.

50 Day Challenge Day 47

Someone you love .......... no comment...........

50 Day Challenge Day 46

Something you love
Rain. His voice.

50 Day Challenge Day 45

Your first wedding
um.... hopeful my only wedding. jk um the one i remember is my uncle curtis and aunt kims I was a flower girl

50 Day Challenge Day 44

Your biggest demon
:)......... I don't know.......:P

50 Day Challenge Day 43

Your first funeral
um.... when I was 3. it's also my first memory.

50 Day Challenge Day 42

If you could travel back in time, where would you go/what would you do?
.......... to much. lol um..... I would go see someone special and idk....... just to see them before I knew them I wouldn't talk to them or anything, but see what they were like...... yep yep! that's what I would do.

50 Day Challenge Day 41

Favorite decade
um.... 50s love the dresses. 80 cuz then I wouldn't have to do my hair cuz it has built in volume and friz! but honestly I like the decade we live in cuz I love technology

50 Day Challenge Day 40

Favorite home cooked meal
 Angel Hair Pasta

50 Day Challenge Day 39

Your favorite tv show from the 90s


Full house and 7th Heaven and Fresh Prince of Bel Aird and...... ER and i don't know if i know any others C=

50 Day Challenge Day 38

Your favorite tv show


CHUCK and Castle and that stupid Korean soap opera and glee on occasion and........:P supernatural even though I'm like clear back in the 3rd season but Jensen Ackles has the hottest body. and now i also like Avatar: The Last Air Bender.

50 Day Challenge Day 37

Your first kiss (details):


hahahaha none! as of today 10/25/10 I have never been kissed. if it changes...... *blush..... I'M NOT GIVING DETAILS!

50 Day Challenge Day 36

Most embarrassing moment


umm....... um....... I don't think of my embarrassing moments cuz it makes me feel weird so I tend to forget them so I don't feel weird.

50 Day Challenge Day 35

Something that doesn’t offend you, but offends other people


me saying suck! my mother hates me saying the word suck..... I mean I see why but at the same time she should just be glad I'm not saying the f word...... just saying.

50 Day Challenge Day 34

Something that offends you


people taking the lords name in vain..... like I can put up with it to a point but when it's people I know that use to be offended by it too, and they the say it.... that's when it bugs!

oh.....and eric's white shoes!! >:/
(which he finially got rid of :) )

50 Day Challenge Day 33

Your religion
I belong to the church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day-saints.
I know who I am, I know Gods Plan I'll follow Him in faith.
I believe in the Savior Jesus Christ. I'll honor His Name.
I'll do what is right, I'll follow His light. His truth I will proclaim!!
:P sorry the song just had to follow the first line.

50 Day Challenge Day 32

Place you’d most like to get married
umm........ temple...... right now I don't which one just let him pick :D but I want my reception in my aunts and uncles back yard.... my favorite place on earth.

50 Day Challenge Day 31

Your most recent crush
*blush......... happiest thing to happen to me....... yeah something like that........ just saying

50 Day Challenge Day 30

Your first crush
umm....... I liked landon wilcox at a point but.... first one I would have to say dakota zimmer was probable my first crush crush

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50 Day Challenge Day 29

Your favorite color
BLUE!!!!

50 Day Challenge Day 28

Happiest thing to happen to you
:D :D I can't answer that one. :D

50 Day Challenge Day 27

Scariest thing to happen to you
umm............. most recently...... night I got pulled over with my friend driving my car and then 6 hours later they were in the hospital cuz of stress..... :/ fun fun!!

50 Day Challenge Day 26

Your addiction
umm...... so glad they don't follow this blog :) lets just say that some days its my addiction of a certain person with another addiction of Dr. Pepper!!

50 Day Challenge Day 25

Your cell phone:
is non-existent. well not really i have one and i used it like 24/7 for the first week i got it... now i just wait for people to text me... if they don't text me they must be busy :)

50 Day Challenge Day 24

Your ideal day (un-realistc):
I live in the forest with fairies! :D

50 Day Challenge Day 23

Your ideal day (realistic):
one where I'm happy. happy and I don't need money to buy it.

50 Day Challenge Day 22

Favorite aspect about yourself:
um..... I'm kind..... :/

kay so i'm feeling the winter

50 Day Challenge Day 21

 Your best friend(s):
good question.... at the moment I don't have best friends I have good close friends but not best friends.

50 Day Challenge Day 20

Your favorite food:
Italian food.

50 Day Challenge Day 19

Your favorite drink (alcoholic):
um..... none! I don't drink alcohol :D

Every person has a 1000 wishes. A cancer patient only has one to get better. I know that 97% will not post this to their status, but I know that my friends will be one of the 3% that put this as their status, at least for one hour. In honor of those who died because of cancer or are.........still...fighting it... this is for you Mrs Barnard!

50 Day Challenge Day 18

Your favorite drink (non-alcoholic):
Sprite!!! or Sunkist or Dr. Pepper or Black Cherry Shasta

50 Day Challenge Day 17

Where you currently go to school:
No where really. I have a choir class at my institue.

wanna get thinks nice, hot, and steamy in the bedroom......

.......drag you ironing board in there and iron your laundry :)

lol gotcha!

50 Day Challenge Day 16

 Your first school:
Antelope Elementary

:?) ...... doesnt' it look like a nose.... or a mustache.....

50 Day Challenge Day 15

Day 15 - Your hero/idol:
IDK... um..... no one..... or me!

50 Day Challenge Day 14

Someone you wish you could have seen in concert:
IDK when i was little i wanted to go the the NSYNC concert or Backstreet Boys
um… Celine Dion, Five for Fighting, Micheal Buble, these are the one that i know if i want to see them in concert i could get my parents will to buy the tickets for me!

50 Day Challenge Day 13

Your favorite concert:
so i’m a total nerd and the only concerts i’ve been to are school concerts… not the big famous bands no… the choir orchestra or school band concerts.
now….. to think of my favorite one….
probable Jr. Year, Region Choir Festival. We nailed it!! best concert ever!!!! we didn’t even have to hear our results to know that we were going on to state….we just knew! and then State Choir Festival which was our second best performance.
Never forget the peices we sang…the three types of love:
Love of God, Love of Friend, and Love of Heart. Come Thou Fount, J’entends Le Moulin, and Five Hebrew Love Songs!!!
Best Year of My entire life :D (so far)

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50 Day Challenge Day 12

Your first concert:
umm…. sometime in the 6th grade i played in an orchesta concert. :P

50 Day Challenge Day 11

Who you’re named after:
I’m name after an American Ambassort-of-Sweden’s Wife. lol my dad served a misson for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints in Sweden and when my parents were disputing on what name to give there child my dad said the ambassotors wife name and both my parent liked it! :) so that’s who i am named after. it’s a unique name and i found out that someone who lives in the next city over is named after the same person for the same reason. :D way cool.

50 Day Challenge Day 10

A country you want to visit:
Again easy……… UNITED KINGDOM… AKA ENGLAND!!!!
I don’t know why but I’ve always wanted to go there. :P

10 Day Count Down Day 10

one confession
I love Eric Swenson!!
okay that's not a confession....
confession to Eric......
I almost kissed you while you were in the hospital......
almost. and how bad I wanted to hold your hand........
it hurt more then knowing that you were in pain because I couldn't do it......
I didn't touch you. I didn't kiss you. I respected your wish...... and you don't understand that
I didn't take control of you while you were vulnerable.... how come you can't do the same for me?

50 Day Challenge Day 9

A country you’ve visited:
Easy………. THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA, BABY!!!!

10 Day Count Down Day 9

Day Nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
>:( I’m confused????
:P he doesn’t know…. he doesn’t know
that was two days ago
today probable…. :/ im tired but :D you texted me!

50 Day Challenge Day 8

Your favorite family member:
Well, given my current situation: a lot of people. People who i care for but i wouldn’t have ever put a favorite on my family members. But i owe a lot of love to my Grandma, for being willing to get a call from me anytime during the night. The same to my aunt and uncle who also gave me a free night from dinner by inviting me and the kids to their resturant. (AMEN!) and to my mom and dad who are always a phone call a way to teach their oldest daughter how to be a mom. but i think that they are okay with it cuz the kids aren’t really mine….if i was really a mom at this age and no husband and no job…they probable wouldn’t be a phone call a way …………they would be in the next room :).

(this was written on 10/11 just fyi)

10 Day Count Down Day 8

Day Eight: three turn ons.
smile
talks to me
sweet

50 Day Challenge Day 7

Your first memory:
umm…. like of life??? my great-grandma’s funneral. i was 2 1/2.
but i have a lot of different first memories too… like the first day of high school C=

10 Day Count Down Day 7

Day Seven: four turn offs.
jerk
wife/ring
girlfriend
jerk

the end is coming
it's the falling action time
every story has one
but there is a sequal on the way
and i can't stop it from coming.
i want to stay here,
going back over the pages in my story i know,
i don't want another part
because i'm worried you won't be in it.
i don't want to go through another climax
where you leave me again
because i'm worried you won't come back
i don't know what i will do
keep writing my sequal, on brand new pages
no matter what happens
or will i tear them out, and give up on life
and write the end instead of
to be continued..... 

50 Day Challenge Day 6

A photo you took (people):

10 Day Count Down Day 6

Day Six: five people who mean a lot

1. me
2. eric
3. myself
4. jayna
5. and I

nanowrimo

so i was challenged to take on teh nanowrimo which is wrintig a 50,000 word novel during the month of november. i was told that it needed to be a completely new idea. well i was stuggling. from 11/2 til 730 11/4 i was stuck at 430 words for the new story idea.
i just desided to bag it. i've had this idea for another story for a while and i asked my partner in crime for the nanowrimo (one who told me that i need a new story) that i didn't care anymore and i was doing the other story that i had started (one and a half paragraphys) i would start over with the words but it's the story i'm doing. and in under a day i have 1126 words!!! i love it and i love my story!

50 Day Challenge Day 5

A photo you took (no people):

10 Day Count Down Day 5

Day Five: six things you wish you’d never done.

1. falling for andrew boyer
2. fall for him
3. stay with him
4. hope for him
5. pray for him
6. say all of the above about him.

50 Day Challenge Day 4

Where you wish you could live/plan to live:
I wish i could live in England….or Organ/Washington State where it rains a lot. :P
I <3 THE RAIN!!!!! :D
Yeah! anyway that’s where i wish i could live. Plan to live…probable where ever i can afford in this economy. :/

10 Day Count Down Day 4

Day Four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.

1. I love you. :)
2. I love you? :/
3. I love you!! :D
4. I love you….. :(
5. I love you; :P
6. I LOVE YOU!!!!!
7. ……Do you love me too???

50 Day Challenge Day 3

Where you live now:
Home! lol unlike most of my friends. :D I live in a little old town of almost nowhere. West Point!!! yeah not the one that everybody knowes of….the other one…in utah!

10 Day Count Down Day 3

eight ways to win your heart.
......... idk........
idk???? what are eight ways to win my heart?????? i have absolutely no clue..... cuz i don't even know that someone has won my heart until they have taken it away from me and crushed it in their hand.......
okay but I do know the number 1 way is to become my friend. someone I feel comfortable and trust and you've already begun

50 Day Challenge Day 2

Your Pet(s):
Easy. I have none!!! :P
lol the closest i have to pets is my siblings…. :/ C=
they run around, they don’t pick up after themselfs, and you have to give them treats to behave! :D

10 Day Count Down Day 2

Day Two: nine things about yourself.

1. I'm awesome!
2. I'm kind
3. I'm sweet
4. I have blue eyes
5. I used to have blonde hair but it's going darker..... but I swear I'm turning dumber
6. I love to sing; I love music period
7. I love photography and what to do something along those lines for a career
8. I hate doing one thing for too long; I like small changes :P
9. I can't spell worth anything..... (you have no idea how many spell checks I did in this list of nine things)

50 Day Challenge Day 1

Your Daily Routine:

I wake up 9:30 10:00, which i need to stop doing….it’s terrible on my back!
I then make something to eat for Brunch cuz it to late for breakfast and to early for lunch. C=
Then get on and check my email and fb and my blogs
I might then hang out with a friend or help my mom out. I get something small to eat around 2. :D
I then normally pick up my sister from school at 3.
Then i do whatever til i have plans for the night.
Mon. Family Night…. CHUCK and Castle
Tues. Need to start going to Singles Ward
Weds. Institue Chior
Thur. Nothing! :P end up helping with homework
Fri. i had a different scheldule period. i would get up at 5:30 leave for work at 6 get to work at 6:30 and don’t get off til about noon. but who i was babysitting for got a new job so i don't have to do that anymore.

and that’s basically what i do. i have no life believe me!! i’m working on getting a job. but it hasn’t happened yet. :D

50 Day Challenge

Day 01 - Your Daily Routine
Day 02 - Your Pet(s)
Day 03 - Where you live now
Day 04 - Where you wish you could live/plan to live
Day 05 - A photo you took (no people)
Day 06 - A photo you took (people)
Day 07 - Your first memory
Day 08 - Your favorite family member
Day 09 - A country you’ve visited
Day 10 - A country you want to visit
Day 11 - Who you’re named after
Day 12 - Your first concert
Day 13 - Your favorite concert
Day 14 - Someone you wish you could have seen in concert
Day 15 - Your hero/idol
Day 16 - Your first school
Day 17 - Where you currently go to school
Day 18 - Your favorite drink (non-alcoholic)
Day 19 - Your favorite drink (alcoholic)
Day 20 - Your favorite food
Day 21 - Your best friend(s)
Day 22 - Favorite aspect about yourself
Day 23 - Your ideal day (realistic)
Day 24 - Your ideal day (un-realistc)
Day 25 - Your cell phone
Day 26 - Your addiction
Day 27 - Scariest thing to happen to you
Day 28 - Happiest thing to happen to you
Day 29 - Your favorite color
Day 30 - Your first crush
Day 31 - Your most recent crush
Day 32 - Place you’d most like to get married
Day 33 - Your religion
Day 34 -  Something that offends you
Day 35 - Something that doesn’t offend you, but offends other people
Day 36 - Most embarrassing moment
Day 37 - Your first kiss (details)
Day 38 - Your favorite tv show
Day 39 - Your favorite tv show from the 90s
Day 40 -  Favorite home cooked meal
Day 41 - Favorite decade
Day 42 - If you could travel back in time, where would you go/what would you do?
Day 43 - Your first funeral
Day 44 - Your biggest demon
Day 45 - Your first wedding
Day 46 - Something you love
Day 47 - Someone you love
Day 48 - Someone you wish you knew better
Day 49 - Someone you wish you knew at all
Day 50 - Something you’ve learned the past 50 days

10 Day Count Down Day 1

Day One: ten things you want to say to ten different people

1. I love you.... </3
2. i hate you. :l
3. i don't know anymore... :(
4. stop controlling my life! >:S
5. stop being negative!!
6. you're so cute :P
7. what the heck! S:/
8. why don't you help???
9. i knew you weren't good enough for him.
10. you can do it :D just have a little more faith

10 Day Count Down

Day One: ten things you want to say to ten different people.
Day Two: nine things about yourself.
Day Three: eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: five people who mean a lot
Day Seven: four turn offs.
Day Eight: three turn ons.
Day Nine: two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: one confession

HEY!

I guess i'll start blogging on here. i have another blogging account so i might as well do tw! :)